21/10/06

// feeling :: extremely full
// prayer for ::

Zzz. I think I overate.

Went early to Expo to queue up for seats at ard 1530? Juz sat there and stoned. I duno why I zonk out so easily now.

Some members from W229 came to join us at the door..Was outside for quite awhile..Then when the door opened, everyone just chiong-ed in. Tsk. I got lost in the crowd -.- couldnt find the rest.

In the end no more seats..Had to get the clock area slope.. I saw how "kiasu" and agressive people can get because of seats for svc. I duno if thats a compliment to the church or not. I suppose it is, but is the shoving and pushing really necessary =/

Svc was good! About finding God's purpose for us. Once we discover our purpose in life, everything just falls into place nicely! I'm awe-struck about how God forms and moulds our lives individually.

Going for Blood donation tmr. I admit I am kind of scared now. Will it be painful =/

Anyway..Had Ben & Jerry's ice cream after svc!! Nice nice. Had the duno wad cream cookie dough or something. I took Dehua's ice cream cuz he didnt want it =D so nice..

Met Sheng to pass him blood donation consent form.

Today Gab came too. She didnt show signs that she was enjoying herself during the svc..Until the very end. She lifted up her hands when we were singing a worship song. Slowly, but surely, she lifted up her hands. I cant even express my joy in words.

Yeah well..Got my phone back. Finally. Thanks to my wonderful parents who went there so specially pick it up for me.

Gab pointed out to me that I had two faint scratches across my cheek -.- I guess that happened when I accidentally scratched myself during svc. A sign to get my nails cut.

I did smth very brave yesterday night. I dont know if I did the right thing. It was kind of reckless because I saw no harm in doing it..But its alr done. I can only hope for the best out of it.

Erm. I noticed that in this entry, I change subject very quickly.